the last day

Halloo and cheers .

 so, tonight will be the last night i can do everything that i want 

hmm you guess what? ------------

esok is sunday and sunday is hari paling 'bahagia' budak asrama

wkwkwkwk. lols esok i will kembali ke penjara.

omg tidakkk . how i wish i can 'panjangkan' lagi cuti ni.

haish bonda bagilah cuti lagi hmm hmmm :(

macam tak bermakna je cuti ni hehe tak buat apa" pun 

bangun makan internet tidur. 

haish zaman sekarang kan macam ni lah jadinya.

cuti ni tak habis lagi qada' tidur. 

hehe. esok dah tak boleh tidur lama" kena bangun awal -,-

lagi" hari isnin erghhhhh malasnya balik. 

i wish i takyah balik lagi ke asrama hmm hmm bilalah nak hapuskan asrama.

ooppppppsssssssss hehehee ^^

and there will no more happiness dalam kamus hidup ni haish.

seksanya rasa nak balik dah asrama.

start sekolah hmm homework tak tahu jadi acano haiiii.

lagi" baru lepas exam niii hmm so

nervous+takut

kertas exam macam mane lah haish dah lah PT3

french pulak DELF A1 tak ambikkk

rugi pulak rasa sijil diaaa mahal kot hmm redha je lah

TIMSS? haihhh lagilah memeningkan kepala yang tersedia pening.

sabar je lah hmmm 

i hope that the next tomorrow will be as usual .

Insya Allah,

I hope i can be tough enough to adapt anything mendatang.

haish susahnya hidup dah besar ni

masa kecik dulu semua orang uruskan kan kann.

so, thats all . nak packing haish . bye :)

Hide the problems behind the smile :)

Halloo and cheers everybody .

 fuhhhhh fuhhhhh fuhhhhhh   *tiuphabukhabuk* 

perghhh berhabuk this blog since i didnt update anything since umm last year. 
woahh this is my first post for two zero one four hahaaha :*

so, there were so many things had changed. like ermm myself maybe. 

untill now i cant know what actually i want in this life 

i wish i can make everythings that i want realy happenned in reality but

it's only a dream . yeahhh a dreammm zzZzz

hmm since i was in form two this year(i mean in 2014) so there were

many cabaran yang mendatang. okay ianya ujian dari- Nya

yeah i know it and i try to accept everything around me but i hope this 

problemsss will better lah after this holiday 

and i hope i can be more tough to face any cabaran yang semestinya 

lebih mencabar nanti. Insya Allah. with izin-Nya everything can be right? 

Alhamdulillah with all the problems I can mendekatkan diri dengan-Nya.

selama ni diri ni lalai dengan suruhanNya . 

Yeap dengan all this problems baru ingat Dia.

Astaghfirullahalazim , Faqihah .  

Betapa lalainya diri ini kan .Insya Allah I will try to change later .

I wanna change, I really hope I can change, but I need someone untuk bimbing diri ini. 

family? friends? hmm but I don't trust people. ergghh yeah ,

friends macam hape je hmm sorry but i can't trust people anymore.

erghhhhhhh it's hard you know. 

people can't understand my feelings , my life and me . 

but nevermind i will try to get a better life after this. 

all of my friends hmmm tak tahu nak cakap apa but

they've CHANGED . 

and I dont want susahkan my family like what i've done before

and ALWAYS . grgrgrgrghhhhhh. 

Insya Allah, I can hadapi semua ni dengan izinNya.