Hide the problems behind the smile :)

Halloo and cheers everybody .

 fuhhhhh fuhhhhh fuhhhhhh   *tiuphabukhabuk* 

perghhh berhabuk this blog since i didnt update anything since umm last year. 
woahh this is my first post for two zero one four hahaaha :*

so, there were so many things had changed. like ermm myself maybe. 

untill now i cant know what actually i want in this life 

i wish i can make everythings that i want realy happenned in reality but

it's only a dream . yeahhh a dreammm zzZzz

hmm since i was in form two this year(i mean in 2014) so there were

many cabaran yang mendatang. okay ianya ujian dari- Nya

yeah i know it and i try to accept everything around me but i hope this 

problemsss will better lah after this holiday 

and i hope i can be more tough to face any cabaran yang semestinya 

lebih mencabar nanti. Insya Allah. with izin-Nya everything can be right? 

Alhamdulillah with all the problems I can mendekatkan diri dengan-Nya.

selama ni diri ni lalai dengan suruhanNya . 

Yeap dengan all this problems baru ingat Dia.

Astaghfirullahalazim , Faqihah .  

Betapa lalainya diri ini kan .Insya Allah I will try to change later .

I wanna change, I really hope I can change, but I need someone untuk bimbing diri ini. 

family? friends? hmm but I don't trust people. ergghh yeah ,

friends macam hape je hmm sorry but i can't trust people anymore.

erghhhhhhh it's hard you know. 

people can't understand my feelings , my life and me . 

but nevermind i will try to get a better life after this. 

all of my friends hmmm tak tahu nak cakap apa but

they've CHANGED . 

and I dont want susahkan my family like what i've done before

and ALWAYS . grgrgrgrghhhhhh. 

Insya Allah, I can hadapi semua ni dengan izinNya.